Friday, September 05, 2008

gratitude

you are a gift to the world
a clang to many a bell
that makes us rise to be tested
as tools of your will

i am now terrified of your resolve
that you are enforcing adherence
with such strictness
i am unable to fantasize about it ending
only that i must learn to live with this constant torture
my mind and body swelling, raw, sore, frustrated, desperate...in need of you
of your permission
such constant suffering
such intellect required to insist upon its continued execution
do you know what you are doing to me?
making me mush even in your absence
your will sweeping across my skin and thoughts
racking them into your net
and binding me in focused torment

thank you

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